These weeks I’ve been busy with my research, we call that KTI or Karya Tulis Ilmiah. I started to prepare it in May 2016; it’s a mandatory task as a trainer in Pusdiklat Keuangan Umum Kemenkeu. Well, I never have enough with research; this is the second I make for 2016. The difference is my unit take serious steps to monitor our progress every time. I’ve collected all the data, and now I am still tabulating and processing them with SPSS. Hopefully I can finish it soon. It’s a simple research, a descriptive one, and it will be published internally.
This reminds me of the time when I was working with my thesis for my S2 study. I felt frustrated, like it took a lot of time. Once I completed it, I felt so proud, yet it still like I wanted to write my best work. Until now I haven’t had the chance to publish it, thanks to my routine works here in my training center.
Well, blaming my work place…actually I haven’t had the confidence to publish my work. I really envy a colleague of mine who said that he always has the thirst for more. (He has published in soooo many international journals, so very industrious)! Yes, I believe that breaking the first barrier will bring in calmness and confidence to pursue more projects…like him. It’s just like my writing modules here. So far I have written more than twenty modules, and there will be more and more, because that’s my regular job and also I love doing that. Writing modules will help me a lot with my teaching. My colleague has the passion for research and he doesn’t have so many training hours to teach like me. That’s why he can always have time for his publications. Yes, I’m a bit jealous with him, jelez tanda tak mampu yee…sucks!
OK back to work again….